I'm just writing this after seeing a popular post. I've heard a lot of people say I'm pretty, and I've been sidetracked a few times, but I'm not like a celebrity... I'm just a pretty ordinary person.
But the only thing I can show off in my trash-like life is my appearance. That's why I seem to be more obsessed.
When I look in the mirror, I see something. But I don't like it and I want to die. That's why I feel more depressed and in pain..
I signed up when I had double hands, but after I got double hands, there's nothing I can fix on my face. I don't want to change it because I feel like if I do, it will make me look like a very common face. I can't leave Seongye Temple..
My mom also said that if I wasn't so ugly, I wouldn't be so obsessed with my appearance..