If the director of plastic surgery is handsome, don't you trust him?

I went to a contour consultation this time, but what is it, director Kwon Byung-
 yoon, why
 are you so handsome
 
? Since you're much more expert than me, I think I'm wiser to trust the director. I
 saw
 the ct together and said that my bones were asymmetry and that's why I was worried, so he said that he would make it pretty
 . I'm envious of being a good looking doctor,
 crap. I'm supposed to get contour surgery from the director in September, but
 thinking about fainting on the operating table with my bare face makes
 me so ashamed.
I'm going to get an anesthesia test next week, but
 when that happens, I feel real and
 I'm afraid
 I'll be very nervous.