I've heard that my eyes are a bit artificial, but my nose

(I'll delete the photo)
 
I had a complex about my appearance, so I got my eyes fixed.
 But I used to have a
 pretty face, but I got the epicanthoplasty done and my eyes are
 
now bigger. But I still don't know how to love myself, and
 I keep wanting to change something,
 so I made an appointment to see if I could upgrade my nose.
 ? ㅠ If I want to cancel, I have to do it within this week..
 
I've heard people say that if I do the nose, it will look artificial, but I don't know
 if I can do it or not...
 Oh, I'm really worried,
 I want to do it, but
 the sun sets, my eyesight gets presbyopic, and if that happens, I'll do it.
 I feel like I want to die even more, so
 
please look at it objectively!!...
 +
The 3rd photo has the nose feel I want... (low and fresh?
 
)
 I think it would be better to cancel because it seems like there are a lot of things to do.
 
Benefits
 1. There is a possibility that your beauty can be upgraded by 20-30%.
 
Thing
 1. If I change everything from my eyes to my nose, there is a possibility that it will look unnatural.
 2. When I see that unnaturalness, will I really be able to endure it? NO
 3. My current nose isn't bad, and although it's a bit disappointing, I don't think it will ruin the harmony since it's the nose I was born with
 . 4. I have a round face (a bit long), so I don't think it will suit me even if my nose becomes sharper. It actually makes you look older.
 5. I don’t think the nose is the problem (lol)
 6. People say you shouldn’t have a nose unless it’s really ugly + There’s nothing to be gained by risking the things you can’t do after nose surgery (exercising comfortably, sleeping lying down, being touched, daily life, etc.) There isn't too much.
 7. Regarding the parts I dislike about my appearance, I should start by losing weight and think about what healthy self-management is from the heart.
 
Etc. Haha, I thought a lot..
 Besides this, I also regretted my past self..
 I thought my eyes were already very unnatural,,, I used to
 hate short and small eyes so much,, I wanted to make them cooler, but
 now that I'm here, I think the epicanthoplasty will be less? Like this. I regret it, maybe I shouldn't have said it so pointedly haha. 
 But the honest comments and the good compliments were all very helpful.
 I had a lot of self-esteem and self-hatred regarding my appearance since I was young, and a lot of things happened over the 10 years that I went through that. ,,
 I’m going to stop now. I think it's time to stop now.
 I think I'll ruin myself if I don't stop.
 I want to become prettier, but I feel like it will actually make me look uglier... haha.
 So, it was a really important decision, but I am so grateful for the comments that helped me and woke me up to my sense of reality.
  
And people's eyes are truly amazing,
 something I've never thought about before, but when I read the comments from celebrities and looked back at the videos and photos I had taken, I realized that something looked different,
 so my eyes were distorted, and because of that, some people get plastic surgery and feel self-loathing. I think it's like that.
 I realized again that mindset is really important in what I see.
 Still, I think the most accurate thing is to look at the reflection in two mirrors. reference!