<성형전><성형후><Before plastic surgery><After plastic surgery>Before plastic surgery, everyone around me said things about my face, saying I needed surgery and facial reconstruction, so I had the surgery because I was stressed out. Two years have passed since the surgery, and now he says my face was better before the surgery, and that the surgery seems to have been a failure, and that I am unattractive as a man. They say they don’t feel it. Really, all I wanted was to “become more handsome”. But no matter where I go, before or after plastic surgery, everyone just criticizes me and doesn’t hug me. Life is so painful right now. Now, I regret getting the plastic surgery for no reason, and I'm so depressed because I heard there's a limit to completely returning it to its original state. I thought about ordering a lightning bolt and just quietly close my eyes and die. What should I really do?