It's been a year since my rhinoplasty, and I'm so depressed these days.

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<This is one month after surgery><This is now>Hello everyone, I had my first rhinoplasty in August last year and at first I thought it was great, the shape was pretty and it would fly.
But starting from the second month, the shape changed and became lower, and now the tip of the nose is lowered, so the silicone in the middle and the tip of the nose are no longer connected, the silicone looks slightly protruding, and the nostrils are also different.
Plus, I'm so depressed these days that I'm dying.
When I meet people, I don't want to hear things like "I'm bent, I'm low, I have to do it again, etc." I know this, I'm stressed too, but when I hear it, I worry more
  . I think I'm going to have to have another surgery at the hospital where I had the surgery. Am I okay with that?
Why do you think I ended up like this?
Is the surgery the problem or is the post-surgery care the problem?
 
It's good for comfort, but please leave a lot of comments. I'm so depressed.