My nose is like Pinocchio, I want to die

It's been 2 months since I
 
had double rhinoplasty, and my nose is too high,
 probably because I did it with my own ribs. I think I made it higher on purpose because it was originally thick and high
 , but everyone I meet doesn't tell me that it went well,
 but... I just say that my nose is really high. ㅜㅜㅜ
 Every time I hear this. I really want to die. Now, whenever I go out,
 it seems like everyone is looking at me, and
 I feel like I'm wearing my mask harder than during the coronavirus...
 
Will the tip of my nose go down further..? If I press the tip of my nose with my hand, will it go down even a little?
Is there an example of a nose like this getting better over time? ㅜㅜㅜ
 For reference, both photos are from the same day, so they look a little different depending on the angle
 
. Just in case, I attached a picture before surgery!
The front view has really improved a lot. I used to have a very boxy nose, but
 the side view looks like it's going to pierce the sky, so it's a problem.