It's so hard because my parents are against the surgery.

I have a lifelong complex about having a small face, so I saved up all the money,
 but as soon as I brought up the topic of double jaw, I asked, "Why are you doing that dangerous surgery? What's wrong with your face?" and I was sobbing and telling my dad that I was even punched.
 
To be honest, even if I die on the operating table during the surgery, I want to have this face for the rest of my life. The fact that I have to live as an older brother is even more difficult and depressing, but since even my parents are so harsh in trying to stop me, I really feel suicidal
 
. I just secretly go out and get surgery and get a gosiwon or a studio apartment until I recover..
 
These are celebrities who have parents who support them even when they tell them about the surgery. I'm so jealous