I couldn't stand it for 2 weeks and I'm smoking for the 3rd day...

Even though I tried my best to keep my mouth
 shut so
that no one would breathe in cigarette smoke
 , my nose tip is slightly red today... It doesn't feel good.
 It hurts intermittently when I breathe.
 
I'm waiting at the hospital right now...
 If you can't quit smoking, then don't get surgery either ㅠ
 
My friend
 tempted me, saying that all of her friends got nose jobs and were fine...
 I was holding back, but she ended up touching it again. Phew...
 I hope nothing happens.
 


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 She looked inside my nose and said there's nothing wrong ㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠ
 Well... I don't know about the inside of my skin that I can't see ㅜㅜㅜ
 She told me to just endure it for two weeks if it's something I'm concerned about ㅜㅜㅜ
 But I know...
 if I don't quit smoking... with my body that gets inflammation easily...
 it won't take many years for the side effects to occur ㅜㅜㅜㅜ
 I still feel a slight pain every time I breathe ㅠ
 Thank you all for scolding me so harshly!!!!
 I'll try to quit smoking again!!!! I'm going to go get a prescription for Champix, which was useless to me on Monday
 ...ㅠㅠㅠ