I even had eye surgery again, but I don't have enough skin. How are my eyes?ㅜㅜ

I had revision surgery on my right eye at T*** Hospital in Apgujeong.
 It took a year to heal from the beginning, and I ended up with scars and double wrinkles.
 
So I had the surgery again. The doctor changed
 and there were a lot of things to do, but I skipped it and
 in the end, my eye mucous membrane felt like it was lifted and slightly closed.
 
So I looked into reoperation at another hospital and they
 said it would be very difficult to do it again because there wasn't enough skin, and
 even if I did, it wouldn't make much of a difference.
 The cost is reasonable, and
 every time I look at my eyes, I feel like I'm burning a thousand dollars inside, but
 the hospital says that it's just cosmetic dissatisfaction,
 not necrosis of the skin or a graded disability.
 How can I say that...
 I have a hard time making eye contact with people without makeup on.
 I'm always worried that people will recognize me even if I wear makeup.
 
There is a hospital that tells you not to do double-stitching and recommends double-streaking, but I don't know what to do.