Ah, it's been two months now. Should I completely remove it?

I had a functional nose (deviated septum) with open surgery,
 5mm nasal bridge, removal of the hooked nose tip??
 I asked the teacher to make my nose bridge really flashy from the beginning, and
 to be honest, my face has really improved a lot and I like it, but on the other hand, I think it was a shame that I didn't notice too much ㅠㅠㅠㅠ
 Since I'm a guy, I like to be active and I even like drinking. Recently, I drank a lot of Yeonjjang for two days, but
 the next day my nose was sore and a little painful... And I was scared when I went to a bar or somewhere where a fight might occur, and I was
 even scared when taking a taxi. I wondered what I would do if I got into an accident and hurt my nose. Now I can't even exercise vigorously. I thought it would be a bit overwhelming, but
 I didn't have any inflammatory reactions or anything like that, so
 all my friends told me that I looked good and that I looked good... but when I lie on one side, I feel like I'm leaning in, and when I hear other friends talking about it, the feeling that I'm leaning in really lasts my whole life. They say that I'm
 already very sensitive. Because of my personality, I tend to shiver even if the bridge of my nose turns slightly red or the tip of my nose hurts even a little.
 I think I'll have a conversation with the doctor during my last treatment next month, but I know that I can't go back to my mother's nose.
 Should I ask the doctor just in case? I thought that I would have to incur additional costs if I removed it somewhere else, so I just wanted to live with it...
 Since it hasn't been 2 months yet, I asked the doctor if he could have surgery to remove it in 6 months... The cost is a lot of burden, and it's a
 real inflammatory reaction. There wasn't anything like that, and the surgery went well, but I'm a sensitive person, so I'm only concerned about my nose.
 I just had it done at the place I first consulted with, without any tampering or anything like that. It wasn't a famous place, and it was a local doctor, so I had it done in a local area. The
 director did it himself and watched CCTV. He was very confident in what he said, and the people who consulted were all very kind and pretty
 . I should have looked into rhinoplasty in more detail and studied it before making a decision. I was in a hurry.
 I like to be active and like to drink, so I gave up. If I had a lot to do, I probably should have just stayed with it in the first place.
 The hard nose and the bridge of my nose also feel foreign, so I just want to get rid of it all.
 The pictures are shaky, but they are before and after the surgery. photo