After finding out about Seongyesa, I canceled my reservation at the hospital yesterday.

I had such a complex and my self-esteem was so low that I couldn't even take off my mask. It was hard. But I'm a student and it was my first surgery, so I told my mom and looked into two hospitals on my own from the countryside to Seoul, and I went to one after watching YouTube, right? I trusted it, but because of the cost... I also went to another place at Gangnam Unni after seeing an event being held, and what the director said was really good. I made an appointment and looked up the name of the plastic surgery clinic on YouTube, and it turned out that it was just a related search word or a blacklist. So I went in and there didn't seem to be a video about that plastic surgery clinic. But I heard there was a plastic surgery blacklist that I had to know about, so I watched the video and found out about Seongyesa there. This hospital doesn't have CCTV, and when I saw it on Seongyesa, I saw terrible reviews. There was one, and the rating was 3.2... When I showed the review of Gangnam Unni to my friend, he said that all noses looked the same. According to the review of Gangnam Unni, it was famous for reoperations and the director was very trustworthy, so I talked to the director even though the director was not very friendly. I made up my mind right away, and the price was 600,000 won less than the hospital I went to before. But after seeing it at Seongyesa... I don't know what to do.
 Is it really possible that my nose will sink after surgery or have a different shape from the first time? I don't have any knowledge about plastic surgery, so they say I have to have surgery two or three times... I don't want to do that, it won't make any money, and I don't want to keep messing with it... I hate being born like this, so what should I do?