When consulting on the day of surgery...

On the day of surgery, we draw a design and provide consultation.
 At that time, my friends told me to express my opinion as clearly as possible. There is something I want, but I can't organize it in my head. For me,
 it has to match my face and harmoniousness is the most important thing. And it's flashy and looks too surgical. I really don't like having an overly protruding nose, but I also don't like a nose that's noticeable that no one can see.. ㅠㅠ
 I just want the tip of my nose to be raised as naturally as possible so that it doesn't look too much on my face, and I absolutely hate an upturned nose...
 I want it to look natural and pretty from the front rather than from the side.
 If I get surgery, my friends will say It's gotten prettier. People who see it for the first time wonder if it's because of surgery. Maybe? I want to do it, but I'm too picky, right..? When I told this to my boyfriend, I felt like he would hit me if he were a doctor.. hahahahahaha How should I organize this and talk about it ㅜㅜㅜㅜ