Please give me hope after 3 months of surgery

I had square jaw surgery on February 3rd. Why does my face change so much every day... One day my nose looked long, then my philtrum looked long, then my eyes looked sunken, then one day they got bigger again, then one day I looked really old, then one day my lower jaw looked protruding, then one day my cheeks looked flat, then today they're protruding again. It's not like it's a total mess . My face really changes every day. But one thing for sure is that in the past, I had a round and flat face (because I always covered my chin...) and a cute impression, but now I feel like I have a sharp pointy feeling?? Haha... what's really crazy is... I was depressed because my impression seemed to change so much every day, and then I was happy, and then I finally went to a different hospital yesterday and got some advice on what the heck was wrong, and my friend whom I haven't seen in a year said she didn't know what changed in my face ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ My friends whom I see every day also said their impressions didn't change.. but why am I the only one who can clearly see the change? Seniors with wide jaws, when will your faces settle down? What should I do to make them settle down well ㅜㅁ ㅜ Ah, I'm sad. Please give me hope. Oh, and... my cheeks are like Ok Taecyeon's. It's okay if my cheeks are sagging , but I wish I had some cheeks. I think it looked better when I had some swelling..... When I had swelling, my face was flat and round like before, but now it's kind of thin and my nose is really sticking out, and my mouth isn't cute, it's kind of thin ㅋㅋㅋ Is it true that your face changes this much because you got a wide jaw?? I keep looking at the picture taken at the hospital before the surgery with my hair slicked back, zooming in on only the cheekbones . I don’t have that many cheekbones, but they said that if I hit my chin, my face would be out of balance (and my face was so swollen that it made me look fierce), so they decided to just hit my cheekbones as well... I don’t know if I did the right thing or if I’ll regret it... The doctor said that my face looks weird because he couldn’t get used to it... I don’t know if it changed for the better or if it changed strangely. I ca n’t remember what my face looked like before. Sigh, I feel sad and empty. I want to ask them to give me back my cheekbones... but I also think that’s not it... Oh, what should I do? ㅜㅁㅜ