What should I do if my mucous membrane is lifted?

I really believed it and
 it has now been a month since the surgery.
 For others, the swelling will almost settle down after a month, but
 why is it like this for me? Maybe it's
 
because I have mucous membranes, but my expression has become so fierce and my eyes are wide and startled.
 Is this feeling going to continue?
 
The skin at the bottom of the line has a slightly blue tint...
 

I had non-incision eye correction, epicanthoplasty, but
 
I could see the sausage... I was worried in the 2nd week and talked about removing it, but
 the hospital told me to wait and said they would not release it, but the mucous membrane
 

was lifted. Is it true that the fierce feeling
 gets better over time?
 There are people who say they will guide you forever... It's so scary and painful.
 What should I do? I want to solve it. I want to go back to my original eyes.... I'm so,
 
so nervous.
 
For those of you who had irritated mucous membranes like me, are you feeling better?
 If I have to live like this for the rest of my life, I really want to die...