Why are the lines folded when I close my eyes?? ㅜㅜ

I originally had double eyelids, but... when I couldn't sleep or something, they would loosen up, so one day I suddenly became obsessed with double eyelid surgery.
 I looked into several hospitals and got information from community cafes and such, and did it... I only saw good things
 and didn't think I would do wrong, and I thought eye surgery was too easy, so I regret it so much.
 My skin is thick and the space between my eyes and eyebrows is close, so I realized that it wasn't a good condition for double eyelid surgery, and I regret not getting the surgery ㅋㅋㅋ
 I decided to get the partial incision epicanthoplasty and went into the operating room, and the director said that he would slightly correct my eyes by opening my eyes slightly with my forehead, but
 whoa ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ
 At first, I was really stressed out because of my eye bags, and I was so confused and tearful and depressed and regretful that I didn't know if it was because of the double eyelid surgery or my skin. I wandered around for a month after the surgery..
  I'm a little better now.. It's almost been 3 months, but when
 I close my eyes, the line is folded, should I say?? I think it's right to see that the flesh is covering the line.
 I thought it was swelling until now, but if I say it's because of the swelling... I feel like it's not right lol.
 I'll wait 6 months... and if I'm still stressed about this after 6 months... I'm wondering if I should really get another surgery..
 Just thinking about getting it touched again and getting stressed out makes me tingle and go crazy! ㅜㅜ