Ha, if I hadn't had a real friend, I probably wouldn't have gotten this lookism

The first time I developed a complex about my appearance
 was because I had a bit of a square jaw, but my facial features were pretty good, so I was dating and living satisfied with my face.
 But when I was in middle school, my boyfriend said, "I have a square jaw, but I don't know why he likes me~" and that's why I first developed a complex about my jaw;;
 In high school, I was still a bit dissatisfied with my square jaw, but I never thought about getting plastic
 surgery. Then I entered college.
 My new boyfriend was the type who was usually straightforward and rude, but one day he
 said
 to me , "When you tie your hair up, your face looks square.
 " That's when my appearance addiction exploded . If it weren't for him, I don't think I would have looked into plastic surgery and sold out my skills. ㅜㅜ It may seem like I'm blaming him, but... I guess that's why your surroundings are important. Whether it's your surroundings or your appearance, there's nothing I can do about it, so it's sad.