X I should've just lived the way I was.
I fucking got my nose done
for no reason. My nose has always been a complex to me. So I did it.
But when I did it, my nose bridge and tip were really high. If
I just took care of my skin and fixed my hair, people would tell me I was handsome... I never had a girlfriend break up with me. Even in the military... But now, I feel like a monster with an artificial nose and obvious surgery.
I'm scared to wake up in the morning. Whenever I open my eyes, wash my face, and look in the mirror, tears always come out.
It's been 51 days since I got the plastic surgery. You said it'll be natural in two months? That's bullshit. It's so awkward. I'm even more devastated because the swelling has all gone down. How can it be this artificial? It's my fault for not looking closely.
It'll be comfortable now. Take care of yourself, everyone. I hope you're happy.