Man. It's been 48 days since I had the nose bridge (silicon 4mm), nose tip autologous rib
surgery today, so it's just before the 7th week. I
had a bulbous nose, and when I had the surgery, they said that the nostril reduction is irreversible, so they wanted to correct it by raising the tip of my nose.
At first, I asked them to do it naturally, but my mother, the director, and the head of the hospital all said that they would regret it later, so they said that I should make it a little obvious so that my prognosis would be better. I would regret it then. They fooled me into thinking that I was trying to sleep.
Today, on the 7th week, it has become a little more natural, but the tip of my nose is still too high, the angle looks like it will pierce the sky when looking up, and it looks like a bird's beak when viewed from the side, and the bridge of my nose is also too high, so it looks uncomfortable...
So I came to Seoul to see the director again today and asked if things will get better once the swelling and scarring go down, and my mother next to me was whining that everything is going down but my child is being too aggressive... The director is really kind and affectionate...
When I came out after such a useless visit, my mother got angry and said that if it was going to be like this, I made her do it for nothing, and that everything looked fine to her, so why do I keep doing it? And then she told me to do a second surgery in 6 months or whatever I wanted.
But I have to go back to school in March next year, so when will I get the surgery...
So I got out of the car saying I would walk to the dorm and my mom drove away.
Right now, it feels like my bulbous nose hasn't improved much, so my nose tip is really high, and my nose bridge is so high that the tip pierces the sky... I don't think
I can live like this. I've also developed social phobia, and I haven't met anyone since I was discharged. I really want to die
. Will my chin get lower even though I have it? Will it become natural? It's only been 2 months, right...? Right...? It's really hard... Should I go back to the hospital and ask them to correct it early?
Everyone, please see this and leave a comment... It's so hard...