I regret getting double eyelid surgery 10 months later!

It's been about 10 months since I had the incision double eyelid surgery, and
 from the beginning, I felt like something was wrong with the surgery
 . I'm in my mid-20s and my eyelid skin was cut almost to the level of the upper eyelid. The doctor
 is a hospital that is often mentioned here (I guess they're all brokers^^?)
 and I also went there after hearing from brokers, but
 it really seems like a gangster-like hospital...
 When I wrote a bad review, they called and
 said they would sue meㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ
 They tried to pretend to be premium and charged a really high price for the surgery,
 but I don't know how they have the nerve to do itㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ
 It didn't turn out pretty, and there were a lot of side effects because they cut a lot of fat
 (My eyes are still
 so dry when I sleep with my eyes open and wake up in the morning, and
 my eyelid skin is cut so much that it keeps pulling up, so I
 can't focus wellㅠㅠㅠㅠ
 And since I only have about 2mm of skin that is good for contraction...
 all eye movement is uncomfortable and my eyes are really pulled... I'm still getting used to this...!) It's
 just funny... Do they think they're good at surgery?
 There are a lot of reviews saying they're confident when they go for consultations, but I think they're just a marketing
 ploy because they graduated from medical school, even though the college entrance exam is difficult in our country.
 It's just funny to see people living as doctors, making a lot of money,
 believing in some shitty, unscientific, and dangerous philosophy of self-surgery.
 Do you
 want to live like that?ㅠㅠㅠㅠ
 No, honestly, even I, a 4-year college graduate, would know what kind of side effects there would be if you had surgery like this,
 but how does someone who graduated from medical school, became a specialist, and has been doing double eyelid surgery for over ten years
 not know this???ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ How can you live your life so carelessly?ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ
 If you keep doing surgeries like this, it'll only create a lot of patients with side effects, and I
 personally think that if doctors don't wake up, this hospital will be in big trouble later...
 It's just funny that they're suing you for writing a review after performing surgery that caused side effects. Now, it's really funny. I'm
 really shocked by why our country's defamation laws are like this (actual defamation by omission is bullshit).
 I think I understand a little bit why our society is like this after one bad plastic surgery...
 Plastic surgery is strictly medical, and the muscles that open your eyes and the skin on your eyelids affect your eyesight, but
 plastic surgery isn't fashion, and people are taking plastic surgery lightly and acting like they're being arbitrary. I really hope
 doctors who perform dangerous surgeries
 will come to their senses...
 Before the surgery, I had a lot of faith in the doctors I saw on YouTube, but
 after the surgery, after experiencing various side effects and listening to the surgical method again,
 I see them as people who are drunk on the delusion that they are some kind of creator... You commoners!!!! I really hope you go to a place that is safe and doesn't cut fat to get the surgery done...
 If the after pictures look too artificial, or the eyes are too big, or the lines look unnatural, or
 personally, places that look too flashy, I think there's a high chance that they performed dangerous surgery!!!
 Before I had the surgery, my eyes seemed to have so many problems and I really wanted to be pretty, but
 now when I look at my old photos, I look so natural and normal.
 I think it would be better to avoid plastic surgery when you have a cold sore
 . Personally, when I think about it, don't get an incision surgery that cuts flesh...ㅠㅠㅠㅠ
 (If you watch YouTube, there are many doctors who explain why incision double eyelid surgery with incision along with flesh cutting doesn't look pretty. If
 you watch those videos, you'll understand better why it's not recommended, even from an aesthetic standpoint!)
 Of course, I think the surgery is seriously dangerous for me, but I think buried/non-incision is right for me.
 I feel like I've lost too much in terms of functionality... I can never get my old function back.ㅠㅠ
 If you get it done with an incision, the scale of the second surgery is too big...ㅠ Aftercare is difficult and it leaves scars on your skin.
 If it doesn't work with a non-incision, it would be a thousand times better to not get the surgery and go to makeup school with that money and buy the clothes you wanted...
 (To be honest, it's not that good aesthetically... Instead of an incision, I'd rather have a non-incision (I think it would have been much better if I had done it naturally and quietly.)
 There's no need to try to become pretty in such a dangerous way,
 and if you feel like you're destroying yourself because of your appearance...
 then I
 think it would be good to think again that your thoughts now could be dangerous, and that if you get plastic surgery this hastily, you could have problems later~
 And don't twist the words of your friends who tell you you're pretty into lies, but
 believe them at face value (they're really real) and think that you're happy that you have friends who tell you such things...
 That's just what I want to say to my before surgery.
In fact, for 8 months after the surgery, I was in so much pain and
 regretting why I hated my appearance so much, but
 I recently decided not to let the results of the surgery eat away at me anymore... My mental health has improved so much that I almost forgot about it, but
 today, I suddenly got angry when I looked in the mirror and wrote it here. Hahaha.
 Honestly, I just poured out my thoughts like a trash can of my emotions, but
 I really, really hope that someone reads this and learns about the risks of incisional double eyelid surgery accompanied by excision...