Ugh.. 6 months doesn't really pass. I
should have just had it removed early.
I'm doing it because I want to go back to my mother's nose, but I guess the sooner the better.
Everyone tells me to wait because it's swelling, but a lot of the swelling has gone down, but there's no change in the frontal impression.
Waiting for 6 months is because it's because of the swelling. They say it is, but it's just giving your face a period of time to adapt
. I don't want to adapt to my face right now... I'm scared that I'll adapt (the nose surgery didn't fail). I'm
already suffocating when I think about the surgery after 6 months and the time to stop getting sick.
I'd rather have it removed early and give it a try. It seemed like it would have been better to go through this,
but every time I looked in the mirror, the period of sighing only increased.