I don’t need to have plastic surgery anymore.

I've contoured, but I think what's worse than the pain of shaving my chin
 is the anxiety after the surgery.
 I'm relieved to hear that the surgery went well and
 I'm waiting for the swelling to go down without any problems, but
 if I touch the surgery area and it throbs, I look for something to be wrong and
 I'm worried that it will sag due to gravity if I sit down. I have an
 obsession with beauty and looking at the side effects reviews, I'm afraid,,,,
 
I don't think I can handle it with my normal mentality.
 Just now, while pulling up my jawline, I felt bad and
 wondered if my flesh and bones had separated, which gave me goosebumps.
 People with a glassy mentality like me should not get plastic surgery.
 
Even if there are side effects. Since I've already paid,
 I don't want to end up in Eul's position. No matter
 which store I go to, if I spend hundreds to thousands of dollars, I get treated like a VIP, so
 I don't know why I have to pay a lot of money to be Eul.
 I planned to do my forehead and nose once I've completed the contouring so
 that I can avoid all treatments and surgeries in the future.
 I can't eat it because it's the size of a bean haha.
 I just... I don't have anywhere to talk about it, so I'm telling it here.