It's so overwhelming and difficult.

The staff was friendly and the doctor was confident, so
 I had reoperation on the eye to change the line.
 
The stitches were removed and the swelling had gone down to some extent. When I checked,
 the eye line was a mess and one eye was overcorrected.
 
On one side, the eye line started from the back rather than the front of the eye, so I had a double eyelid (the eyes did not go in as I drew the line),
 and the line suddenly went down in the middle and at the end, making the corner of the eye double..
 
The other side had a consultation. When they recommended eye correction, I said no, and then clearly refused, saying that I needed it. However,
 the doctor
 arbitrarily did eye correction on one eye, so that one eye just became an asshole.
 Afterwards, I felt like I was walking through hell until the stitches were removed.
 When I went to get the stitches removed, they said that the lines were uneven and the lines on the other side were too far in, so
 they didn't even tell me that they had corrected the eyes for the eyes that were in and the lines were not even. Instead, they just
 treated the eyes that didn't have corrections. They told me that my ability to open my eyes was weak and that I should get surgery to correct my eye shape.
 No matter how much I thought about it, it seemed like it was a line problem and not something that could be solved with eye correction, so I just ran away
 . Until then, I didn't even know I had had eye correction done to my eyes.
 If I hadn't run away, I wouldn't have been able to turn back.
 (If I think about this now, rather than trying to solve the problem, it seems like I was trying to touch the other side to avoid the mistake of arbitrarily correcting the eye shape.)
 And after going for a walk for a day or two, I looked at my eyes reflected in the glass and there was a person staring at me with the whites flashing.
 So, I told him that my eyes were bad and showed him a picture and asked why my eyes were like this. Only then did he tell me that he had had my eyes corrected.
 Of course, they said they would do reoperation. They say early reoperation is possible for parts I don't like ^^;
 But I really don't know... Considering the overcorrection, it's right to have early correction (they said it should be done within 2 weeks), but I
 had no trust at all and the thought of having a second surgery made my heart pound and I was anxious, so
 I tried to hide it by doing whatever I wanted, and I had a job and a schedule. But because of this one thing, everything is blocked and hindered,
 and I'm already having a hard time mentally, but I'm feeling even more stressed.
 I really don't know what to do...