I'm crying.. What did I do with the money?

What did you do with your money and time?ㅠㅜ
 It just became so ugly. My nose was pretty, but it didn't suit me, and
 thanks to the old shape that I thought was a double nose, the space in the mid-face area was reduced,
 so my face didn't look big... Maybe it was because they asked for it to be natural, but the bridge of my nose was also the same shape as my nose. The height of my cone has only increased, so
 it just makes me feel like I have a raised nose. It's uncomfortable, I don't know when the side effects will come, and I only get scars, and I paid money for it and it makes me look ugly...
 In the past, I was told that I was naturally pretty and clean, but
 now I feel like I'm being called an ugly person even though I just had plastic surgery.
 I want to dieㅜㅜ