I 'm really upset because there isn't a single pretty part of my face.
My eyes have severe Mongolian wrinkles, and my nose is big and thick, so it looks puffy, but the upper jaw goes into the shape of my face, and my nasolabial folds are deep, and my lower jaw is protruding... The lips are so thin that they are curled inward to the point where they are really concave without any pretty parts! I'm ugly.
Whenever I go out with my friends and take pictures, they're pretty, but I'm the only one who's ugly. I wonder if it's embarrassing to hang out with me who looks like this, and I'm so upset that I always feel grateful and think like this, wondering how they can remain so close to me...
I'm still a student, so when I become an adult, I want to save up money and get plastic surgery from my jaw to my nose and eyes, but the side effects are scary and my family isn't very wealthy, so I wonder if I can pour that money into my face.
I know that the world isn't just about appearances, but what you have to change on the inside. … …
Ugh, I'm so upset. I wasn't really interested in my appearance, so I would have been satisfied if I just looked normal...
Maybe it's just because I've met a lot of new people these days, but I've been thinking a lot about it. I also want to get plastic surgery soon