I didn't know I would fail like this^^ It's so hard haha

When I had my first surgery, I had a double inline and
 I liked the line because I like natural things.
 However, the bridge of one eye was loose, so when I opened my eye, it felt heavy and I had a habit of squinting, so I wanted to improve this.
 
During the surgery, I said that I wanted to go with the same line as before and just get rid of the sleepy feeling and become clearer. When drawing a line, it definitely keeps the line thin. I decided to raise it by about 1mm (they say that the line looks thinner when you bridge the bridge of your eye) 
 , but now that I think about it again,
 I made the design in about 1-2 minutes... so maybe that's why I failed.
 
Anyway, the result was a sausage + deep fixation, and
 the line was high and meshed right after the sunken scar surgery. I felt it, but
 when I checked the progress in a month, it was because of the swelling. If
 I measured it now , it was about 3.5mm higher
 than the original line.
 Isn't that crazy ? It's completely different from the one that was held before the surgery.
 They held it in-line, but now it's not in-out, but
 in the front. It's a weird line that's thicker than the back...
 The eye correction didn't work at all, so the line just got thicker, so I looked more sleepy and heavy. My misaligned eyes and frowning habits
 got worse. I got angry and angry because of my irritated eyes. I thought it could be like this, but
 I didn't know I'd end up like a sausage and explode like this haha.
 Because I didn't want to get greedy and raise the line... haha
 ​​I tried not to worry as much as I could and tried to do something else,
 but I kept thinking
 about the snow and couldn't concentrate. I cried every day because I was sad when I looked in the mirror. I
 used to like to dress up and go out to play,
 but since my doubles failed, I have never met my friends and gone out to play.
 Even when we meet, I just wear glasses. + I met him briefly while wearing a hat..
 My life is just becoming unhappy
 . School is starting soon and I don't know how to get around.
 I don't even want to meet people. I'm at a loss. I
 'm thinking about having the surgery again, but there's no guarantee that it will be successful and
 it costs a lot of money. It only makes me better than now, but
 it doesn't make me prettier. Haha..
 It's so sad to think that I can't go back to my previous eyesight..
 If you look at Seongyesa, he specializes in eyes and is good at reoperations
 . It seems like he's using a broker for something like this.. When I see the name of the hospital and the director, I get really angry. He's really good at surgery haha. Ugh ^^