Will I be disappointed if I take off the original splint on the 7th day of nose surgery..?

I left a post about my worries a while ago and ended up having surgery. Anyway,
 
when I had the splint, I
 thought, wow, it will be okay
 if the swelling goes down a little
and this and that happens, but when I took the splint off, I saw an avatar slut, so I was really shocked. Is
 this really like this..? I didn't like a single thing, and I was on the verge of depression right now
 , so I couldn't show any signs of it
 at the hospital.
 To make matters worse, my eyebrows were so swollen that I noticed that I was experiencing contraception, so I had to draw blood with a syringe. I still can't breathe through my nose. Ha, I thought it would be simple because everyone around me talked about it in an easy way
 .. Nose surgery is much more difficult than I thought.. If I could turn back time, I would
 never.... I never want to do it.... The stressful, worrying times and pain are really
 ㅠㅠ
 Still . I'm bleeding and my nose is running, so I'm really sleepy and uncomfortable...
 Anyway... That's right... Is there anyone among my friends here who has symptoms of contraception and can tell me how they overcame it
 hahaha, I'm depressed.