Two months after surgery, I'm going crazy because of Pinocchio nose

It's been over two months since I got my nose
 done, and because my original nose was so flat and bulbous, I even had ribs donated. The front view is okay after the nose job, but the problem is that when I look at it from the side, my nose is really, really high and big, so it's obvious.... It
 even feels like their nose is the only part of my face that's been enlarged, so when I look at it, all I can see is my nose, and when I go outside, people who
 see me for the first time say, "Why is your nose so high?" and I get stressed out. And friends I meet after a long time say that it looks natural when I look at it from the front, but when I look at it from the side, my nose is so high
 and straight that it looks out of place... The shape itself doesn't look like the nose job and is natural, but my nose is so high and big compared to the proportions of the rest of my facial features, so I think it's obvious ㅠㅠㅠㅠ I can't go out much, and I'm thinking about getting my whole nose ripped off. I
 'm so stressed out I'm going crazy. Are there any normal people with cases like this? ㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠ Will it become more natural as time passes..... How long will it take until then? Every single day is really painful.
 
How do normal people look like this..? Is it really obvious to anyone that it's just one person with one nose..?
 I'd like to ask for some advice. Please
 keep in mind that the height of the nose isn't fully captured in the picture,,,
 
+ The picture is gone. I didn't know that the popular posts would come up, so I was a bit surprised...
 So many ordinary people gave me feedback and gave me their opinions, and I couldn't reply to each and every one of them, but I'm so grateful and I'll listen carefully.. First of all, if we summarize the opinions, it seems clear that the overall nose is high, and it might be a bit divisive for those who pursue natural beauty? I'm going to take my time and wait slowly to raise it!! Thank you so much for the replies. Thanks to you, I was able to cheer up and be a little more objective.
 And these are not the hospitals that you can guess from the comments! I can't
 reveal the hospital name rashly because there are people who did well there, but there are also many people who have a harder time with higher noses than me, so I'm afraid that I'll make a mistake if I reveal it for nothingㅠㅠ