I feel like I'm going crazy with anxiety.
Why is it making noise?
I made incisions in the mouth and sideburns and fixed them front and back, but it still makes a sound.
It seemed to be getting better for a week, but now I'm making noise again. It's dripping
when I swallow, it's dripping when I'm talking,
and it's dripping when I'm lying down.
I think there's something wrong with it.
Fuck. Why did I have this surgery??
Even if I want to die, I can’t.
There will be more days to live, so what should I do?
What should I do if my parents find out that I'm doing something wrong?
They'll be heartbroken, so what should I do...
What should I do...