Just my chin was cut off by almost 1cm... It's incredible . It
wasn't square or anything, my chin was just really long...
On the day of the surgery, on the operating table, all I could think was, "Did I do a good job?" My mom saw it too and was really surprised... She
asked why I had the surgery... What if it went wrong? She said that and cried without holding me yesterday ㅠㅠugh
It's so hard for me to sleep. Maybe it's because the bandage is wrapped so tightly around my neck, but when I lie down, my heart beats 3 times when it should beat once.. There are times when I wake up with phlegm.
It's really scary at those times. It was uncomfortable to lie down, so I slept in a chair for an hour and woke up...
On the day of my admission to the hospital, I shivered and woke up because of the sound of other people gagging after receiving general anesthesia ㅠㅠ
(I didn't gag at all because of the general anesthesia, I was just always thirsty and scared..)
My throat was so swollen that it hurt so much when I swallowed saliva,
but other than the pain in my mouth and throat, I don't have any other pain.
Blood used to come out of my sputum, but today there was less blood.
Every time I look in the mirror, I'm scared and wonder what will happen if I do wrong. My face looks like a monster;;
Is it good to drink a lot of hot water?
Steaming? The hospital I went to didn't say anything about steaming and just gave me gargle liquid. They took off the bandage after 5 days and told me to use hot steaming from then.
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