 1. The reason for the surgery:
I was always disappointed with the square jaw on my face. I didn't like walking around with her hair, and every time I took a picture or looked in the mirror, the part that always felt disappointing was the shape of her face. Actually, it was my own complex that others were not aware of. But everyone has those things. There are parts that stand out and bother me even if others don't... That was my facial shape, and after thinking about it for a long time for over two years, I finally decided to have surgery. It took a long time to make up my mind to have the surgery, but choosing a hospital to have the surgery was also a huge task...haha. In the end, everything(?) for me is decided by the hospital and the doctor where I will have the surgery. I'm not going to lie, I spent about a year looking for a hospital to have surgery.
2. Choosing a hospital
Since it is such an important surgery, I searched like a crazy person every time I had time, and boldly excluded from the list of hospitals where I had received bad news through even a single bad review or personal message. My natural personality is to become pathologically obsessed with one thing, so when it came to choosing a hospital, I spent several months searching for 30 hospitals, then 15, asking around, and exchanging messages. I have felt this for a long time, but first of all, large hospitals were excluded. In fact, if we change our perspective, we think that the difference in responsibility between working as an employee in a large company and running the company as the owner is completely different. And I thought this sense of responsibility was very important because I thought it would be reflected in the results of the surgery and its post-processing. Of course, I know that there are many hospitals that don't do that, but my doctor, who is always called a pay doctor or a ghost doctor, is always a problem. It gave me goosebumps and scared me to think that someone who had never consulted with me and didn't even know what was wrong with my face could touch my face. Even if a doctor at a large hospital in Amman is famous, what if he doesn't perform surgery on my face? What if a trainee doctor I've never met in person comes in after I'm asleep after the surgery, just to give me a consultation? Therefore, large, factory-type hospitals with a relatively high possibility of becoming a pay doctor were excluded from the consultation from the beginning. In addition to that, I collected photos of each hospital I liked and tried to understand the director's style. Anyway, I wanted to get the best results in my own way, so I did my best. It's getting longer because I wanted to say that.
3. Surgery consultation:
I went to about six places for consultations, and the hospital I chose appealed to me the most. First of all, I think we had two consultations for over 30 minutes each. Perhaps because the counseling director is also a nurse, it was nice to be able to receive professional counseling before meeting the director. In fact, since you spend a considerable amount of time consulting with the counseling director, the director’s expertise is also important. And he was really kind. Above all, the image of beauty that the director pursues is similar to the image I think of. And in fact, the most important thing in surgery is safety. Even if the arm is pretty and flashy on the outside, what good is it if it causes functional problems and causes pain? I thought that if there was a functional or safety problem, there would be no reason or reason for the surgery, so this problem was the top priority for me. So, I expressed my concerns about safety issues, and I was able to feel the sincerity of the director's answers the most. So I thought I could trust it and leave it to you. In terms of aesthetics, he clearly pinpointed my complexes and when he diagnosed ways to improve, I agreed with his diagnosis. And eventually the surgery was performed.
4. After surgery
Until about a week after surgery, I had a lot of worries like everyone else. Even if the probability of side effects is small, the moment they occur to me, the probability increases to 100% and I will suffer for the rest of my life. Maybe it was the 5th day, but only one side of my chin was so numb and painful. Fortunately, it didn't hurt even if I stayed still, and when I made a certain expression like "Oh," the pain was so bad that it felt like something was pulling me, so I couldn't sleep and searched for symptoms for a long time. I thought about how I would have to live like this for the rest of my life, what if I had another side effect, and even for a moment, I regretted the surgery. I stayed in my room depressed. But fortunately, the symptoms disappeared after a week, and now that it's been 6 weeks, I'm actually doing well without any special nerve damage or functional problems and without worrying about anything. The swelling hasn't completely gone yet, so there's a feeling of a little lumpiness, but I still need to wait and see, so I'm able to meet my friends and go about my daily life well without any major problems.
5. Satisfaction:
First of all, I am satisfied as the square jaw area, which was a concern, seems to have naturally reduced. It doesn't look too pickaxe-like and has a moderately slender feel. In the case of the forehead, it looked very narrow and pressed and stuffy, but as shown in the photo, the overall look has definitely become brighter than before. Actually, I can't pinpoint exactly where this has definitely changed, but overall, I can feel that it's better than before! So, I am satisfied because I think I have become naturally prettier haha.
I tried to write in a detailed and honest way, but I am not sure if it helped much. I hope this will be helpful to all of you, and this concludes my review of the 6th week. If you have any other questions, please leave a comment or message :)
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