After cutting stones and becoming a clown, my face became like this.

Like a bird that wants to fly freely but cannot fly because its wings are broken, my wings fluttered and I could not move forward. I wanted to fly, but I was afraid of the cliff in front of me, so I made compromises with myself and repeatedly went forward and then retreated. What I needed was not a good-looking appearance, but an inner healthy mind and strong courage. ------ This is one of the books I read to develop self-esteem that touched my heart. They say looks aren't important. It's pretty enough right now. It doesn't look too bad. Just as I am the main character in my world, you are the main character in your world. Wouldn’t it get a little better if you create your own world one by one? It breaks my heart to think of suicide because of the plastic surgery I had done to live a better life for happiness. I also gain weight due to my thighs and buttocks, and  I can't even wear pants due to sagging buttocks. I always wear one-piece dresses. I even got a big scar on my calf due to a medical accident while I was breathing, so I only wear long dresses even on hot days. However, once I let go of my obsession with external things, I felt a little more comfortable. I hope you find happiness rather than thinking about the bad ending.

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* This is a secret post.

I'm thinking about dying too..

I'm leaving a comment because it seems like my surgery results are similar. I had surgery after being extremely stressed out because of my cheekbones and jawline. As you can see in the picture, the corners of my mouth are sagging and my jawline is similar . However, when I think about my jaw and cheekbones that were stressed out in the past, I'm thankful that the surgery went well without any side effects. Instead of just looking at the strange parts, how about finding the parts that have changed for the better and thinking positively?

There is no secondary angle and the lines are so pretty. I think you only need fat grafting on the forehead or the forearm area. Don't be too sad.

But I'm not sure if the wrinkles on my arms are that bad.... Even people who don't have plastic surgery have wrinkles like that when they're in their 30s, right?

It doesn't look like the sagging is that bad ㅠㅠ Your lines are pretty and your cheekbones are smooth ㅠㅠ If you have a little wrinkle on your nasolabial fold, consider getting fat grafting or, if you're really concerned, thread lifting, which is simple!! I don't know how stressed you are, but the sagging doesn't look that bad, so to me, you look really pretty ㅠㅠ It might be just your stress level ㅠㅠ Cheer up!!!