My chest is so tight.
It's been 20 days since I had a partial incision and epicanthoplasty.
The red scars on both my eyes are raised with no signs of disappearing, and I also have breast fat, so
I laughed when my boyfriend said that my eyes were prettier before double eyelids and that you don't seem to be you these days. I would have rather lived with upset eyelids. Why did I get so greedy that I only listened to the advice of the counselor and paid for the surgery?
Other people get epicanthoplasty without any scars, but it's so ugly that even makeup can't cover it up. I posted a picture in the eye surgery reviews. Now, all I can say is that I'm a scary-looking woman. I feel like I'm going to cry when I hear it. I'm going to go to the hospital tomorrow, but I'm sure they'll say that time is running out. But if it doesn't get better during that time and a scar remains, I think I'll have suicidal impulses. This is why I want to die. It's so frustrating and I feel like I'm going to cry.
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peachboy
