 Hello..
Actually, I wanted to get my eyes and nose done together, but the people here advised me not to go to the hospital I was going to, so I ended
up only getting my eyes done and not my nose.. Actually, I really didn't want to go before the surgery, but since I had already made a reservation, I went anyway, dragged by my mom's hand, who told me to at least get my eyes done...
I waited there for 2 hours longer than my scheduled surgery time, and
during the consultation, I thought I would talk to the director for about a minute and have a detailed discussion with the doctor who would perform the surgery
, but he just came in and didn't even ask for my opinion, and he just drew it all by himself, so
I thought he was going to show me a mirror and ask for my opinion after drawing it all, but he just left.. (My mom and I were really shocked..)
No matter how many times I called the nurses, they wouldn't even look at me
, and in the end, I didn't hear any explanation about what would happen to my eyes, and I went up to the surgery table without even looking in
the mirror. The doctor came really late in the surgery room, and I
was put under anesthesia right away, so I couldn't ask any questions...
Even while I was getting the surgery, I thought it was strange that the doctor didn't know the layout of the hospital's operating room? Why did he have to be guided by a nurse to get around?
I was curious, so I looked up the name of the doctor who performed the surgery, but when I went to the hospital's homepage and page, his name wasn't there?? Oh...
This is not the point, but I have a lot of other things to say, so the introduction became long...
What I'm worried about is that the part where the left eye is slit in the picture is different from the right eye...
Don't you think it looks like it's been torn somewhere...??
It looks like it's torn deeper than the right eye. There's more redness too.
I wonder if this is swelling...
It felt weird since the first day of surgery.
Even during surgery, it hurt when they closed my left eye,
and after the doctor left, the nurse kept looking at my left eye and said she had sewn it up herself...;;
Later, they called the doctor back and said they had to do some more stitches...
Even after that, strangely, the part of my left eye where my eye was opened keeps stinging, and it feels especially cold and windy...
My right eye feels like it's healed well, but
my left eye looks strange in person...
People who saw my eyes also asked why my eyes are swollen...
Today, I went to get my stitches removed and the nurse asked if it'll be okay once the swelling goes down, and she said it'll be okay, but
is that real swelling??,...
Please tell me... I get depressed every time I look in the mirror ㅠ.ㅠ
On top of that, even though I clearly asked them to do it naturally, they just opened my eye all over and made me look tough, which I didn't want... I know it's not my mom's fault, but I always blame my mom and am depressed...
Will it get better...? ㅠㅠ
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