I had surgery using the burial method... I had really high expectations... but the results were so terrible that I kept regretting it and
was so worried that I thought I was going to get depressed...
I canceled all my plans with my friends...
It hasn't even been two weeks yet, so I'll have to wait a little longer. I was comforting myself by thinking it would be okay, but
when I looked at other people's reviews, everyone said it was going so well, but I was so depressed wondering why I was like this. Ah... I heard that I could get my
eyes
back to their original state when I had double eyelid surgery using the burial method, so I'm thinking about doing that... I did it because I didn't like it, but I don't like it even more now... It's truly monstrous.
Yesterday, I met my friends for the first time in a while, and today they texted me and
said,
"Take care of your health. I was surprised to see you yesterday." So, “Why are you surprised?” Then,
people said they looked different and it seemed like they were having a hard time...
Even when I posted reviews on the internet, I only heard a lot of people say things like Park Myung-soo's eyes, it's weird, it's ruined...
When I call the hospital, they tell me to wait at least 2 weeks and that my eyelids will get bigger... ㅠ_ ㅠ
It seems like most of the swelling has gone down already.. I don't think that will happen as the progress progresses..
I just really want to die. Ah... I really don't want to do anything. I want to be stuck at home for the rest of my life..
Please help me on what to do. ㅠ-ㅠ
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