I was around 160cm tall and weighed around 48-50kg, and my original breasts were somewhere between an A and a scant B cup.
As I got into my late 20s, my friends around me started getting breast augmentation one by one, and
I said, "Even if they're small, I like natural breasts!" I'm someone who never thought about getting breast augmentation because I used to have breast augmentation, but
after a year or two after my friends had it done, I even tried it and thought, oh... it's not as unnatural as I thought!
Technology has improved a lot these days. Should I try it too? As a woman, I gained confidence and many men like glamour, so while
I was thinking about this, I thought about getting counseling as well, and
eventually decided to do it. I didn't like breasts that were convex or rocket-like, so I had the surgery done with Motiva Mini 270 or 275.
I said I wanted a full C, but after recovering from the surgery, I went to buy underwear and they said I had to wear a D... hahaha (I wore E in the beginning when there was a little swelling...)
In the beginning, I thought it was too big for my physique. I tried it (I like natural things),
but as time went on, the texture and shape became more natural, and I started wearing clothes that I couldn't wear because my chest looked too big, and I wore pretty swimsuits, too.
It was about 7 to 8 months after the surgery when the minor swelling gradually disappeared and I was very satisfied.
But now, a year and a half has passed and we're approaching two years, and what I feel is...
It's more uncomfortable than I thought. It's uncomfortable when I sleep, and if I touch my breasts while I'm lying still and straight, my breasts start to tingle(?).
Meanwhile, I got a new boyfriend, but when I'm lying still, I
get really nervous when people ask me to touch my breasts. Even when I lay on my side, my breasts feel heavy, so they tingle, and my skin is sore. Since it's not thick, if you gently touch the skin on the outside of the breast with your hand,
it feels like the inside of the implant is slightly wrinkled... A little um... I feel like there's something inside?
No matter how famous it is, and even though it's said to be really natural these days,
it can never match real natural breasts.. haha. More than anything, since my breasts are getting bigger, I can't wear tight-fitting clothes. (I feel burdened even when I see them
) I keep feeling eyes going to my chest, but I'm not the type of person who enjoys these types of gazes, so
I tried to satisfy myself with this in the first place, but... I'm starting to think more and more
. The person's appearance is so pretty.
For example, if Girls' Generation's Yoona suddenly appeared with a C or D cup from her current appearance one day... Don't you think her breasts would be seen before the person's appearance? It didn't suit the innocent image I had, and
a lot of things happened after I got breasts, but the most recent boyfriend I met said that someone with the same personality, personality, and appearance as me was my ideal type, so after a month of dating, we ended up dating.
When I found out that I had breast surgery... I became a little neglectful of my relationship, and
to be honest, this was my first time meeting someone who had breast surgery, so I didn't know that he had feelings of rejection towards this, but
he felt a little stronger than I thought. , He said it would be better to just break up when we had just started dating. He said he was a really nice person, but
he didn't know that this part would hit him so hard... I'm really sorry,
if he thought I was the person who had breast augmentation when we were dating in the first place, he would have dashed. I wouldn't have done it...
I was someone who really wanted to get married, so I didn't approach her with a really light heart. He
thought that the woman he would marry was someone who didn't care whether her breasts were big or small, so he thought carefully about it, and the person who had breast surgery was a bit disappointed. He thought it wasn't right so he told me to stop.
When I heard this, my blood started to pour... I felt like I was going down. I'm now 30, so I thought my destined partner had appeared.
(Oh, for your information, when all of my female friends touched my breasts, they said, "Wow, they're really soft! They look so natural!", but my friends felt that way because they touched them while I was sitting or standing still, but to be honest, this varies depending on the situation.. haha.
Body When I get cold or excited, it starts to tingle, and when I lie down on my side, it's soft, but when I lie on my back, it tingles lol.)
In conclusion, what I want to say is, I really hope you don't take plastic surgery lightly and do it with the utmost consideration.
I asked all the male friends around me, but almost 4 out of 5 said that natural looks are better even if they are small (I asked them to tell me calmly between plastic surgery D and natural A and B). Even though there are many men who like glamour, it is "natural". What I'm saying is that she doesn't want breasts that had surgery,
and even more so, she doesn't care if her breasts are big or small if it's hers. And it can't be helped if the person you've been dating has had surgery of their own volition, but
like mine, if they found out that you had plastic surgery while they had just met and you weren't really attached yet, I think they would think about it. .
At first, I spent a lot of money for my own satisfaction... but every time I felt a slight twinge in my chest, I continued to feel anxious.
Due to the various inconveniences I mentioned earlier and the heartache I recently received, I decided to have the implants removed and undergo stem cell fat transplantation without hesitation.
I was thinking about having it removed later when I got older, but I didn't know it would be done so quickly... but
I thought it would be easier, safer, and quicker to get it back
to its original state if I had it removed when I was younger. I want to stop and see you ㅠㅠㅠ
Thank you for reading this long post!