These days, I'm living under the illusion that my heart used to be like this(?)

A girl with negative basic assets, a complete piece of gum... The front and back are the same . I've been living with triple AAAA for decades, but it's been 5 months since I realized it . These days, I feel like my heart was like it used to be. I'm living under an illusion haha. I started lifting weights after about 3 months. Even when I exercised with weights, I didn't feel any discomfort and it seemed like it was starting to settle down to some extent. Until then, even though I applied ointment to the scar, I didn't feel like it was getting better, but after about 3 months, the scar started to disappear. It is visible to the naked eye that the skin is starting to soften. Even after 4 months, I can still see the upper bulge coming down slightly. Is the skin firm? On the one hand, it hasn't cleared up much yet, but I am glad that I can feel it continuing to improve. I hope more time passes quickly.