I decided to use round implants,
but since I have bird breasts, I decided to use narrow and high implants.
Since I am a virgin, it was a bit difficult to use the areola, so I decided to have it done through an armpit incision, but
when I woke up from the long-term anesthesia, they found that it was inserted into the areola
without my consent...
I tried to put it in my armpit, but the bag didn't go in properly, so I put it in my areola...
One side of my armpit was just cut and pinched, so it healed barely visible, but
the other side had a cut about 10 centimeters long. The location of the armpit incision is also absurd.
It was not made near the area where armpit hair grows. When I stood at attention, I did it along the armpit line that runs below the tip of my collarbone,
so not only was it 100% exposed, but the wound kept opening up and
eventually healing while still open.
In the end, I had surgery for a 10cm scar for 6 months, and I couldn't use my arm for 2 weeks. Even though
the tissue inside the skin has reopened, only a thin layer of skin is covered on the outside, leaving quite a lot of redness...
I'm just going to give up and get a scar cover-up tattoo later...
That aside, the areola is... Peninsula. Because the incision was made further, it kept opening
up. It also opened up here and healed... The shape was sticking out from the side
. It's just that everyone who looks at my body is surprised, shocked, and at a loss for words.
The doctor who performed the surgery didn't seem to care at all, so I felt even more sad, resentful, and filled with hatred.
If you ask for treatment, they give you a laser and a steroid injection.
If you're not in a good mood, it's even bothersome.
If I break up with my current boyfriend, my life has changed to the point where I won't be able to meet another lover...
(My current boyfriend knows everything about the situation)
I really regret it, and I regret it again. I want to go back to the way it was before I had breasts...
At least it's the worst, like capsular contracture. It's not the worst, so I can just live with it as a consolation... If
it looked really pretty, I would have hope, but one side has even reached ripling ㅡㅡ They said
it would get better if I waited, but it's been a year and several months and it's the same.
She doesn't ask if the riffling is getting better, and she doesn't care.
If I was going to get it done at my previous job, I didn't think about going anywhere else because I could get
it done at a cheaper price. Looking at the surgery done on other employees' patients before I did it, I found that even with a round bag, the water drop shape came out well, and
the surgery method was also a surgery method that would never cause capsular contracture, so I didn't care about anything else. I believed in that a lot and did it.
However,
although I didn't experience capsular contracture, I couldn't come to my senses because I was hit so hard in the back of the head by
something so unimaginable
. And after my surgery, people who had surgery on poultry at this hospital in the past
made incisions in strange positions like mine and left them all open and healed. I saw it.
If I had seen it a long time ago, I never would have had the surgery...
Really... I felt
in my bones that I should go to a specialized hospital to get something like this done, even if it costs money.
I'm living my life trying to ignore the thoughts about this and the scars left on my body as much as possible. Whenever
I think about it, I get angry, want to cry, feel like I'm going crazy, and it's painful
. I'll be treated by that director until the end, but...
is there another way? I'm also worried ㅠㅠ...
Even if I cover my armpits with a tattoo,
will the areola scars be covered with a tattoo? ㅠㅠ It looks strange and doesn't seem to suit me... After
suffering for over a year, I'm writing it down here as if to explain it.
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