Even while sleeping, I hope it's a dream... and hope it's not...
I open my eyes, hold my phone, and read reviews...
I've been holding my phone in my hand until the moment I fall asleep, wanting to find a way out of this swamp
. It's been almost 3 months... I
wonder if I'm depressed... I cry every moment...
I'm crying even as I'm writing this...
It was unusually high... Of course,
there are many people who have had surgery and their noses are prettier... I didn't think much about plastic surgery and lived my life...
My nose got crooked after a head-butt with my baby
while I was pregnant and my nose bone got hurt.
I couldn't do anything about it right away, so I just lived with it until one side of my nose started to stop breathing and
I could feel it crooked depending on the angle whenever I took a picture...
I wanted to look pretty in the 100-day picture of my second child, so I got the surgery .
My nose bridge was high, so I didn't think about silicone...
I told the director
that I wanted my crooked nose to straighten out and that I wanted my nose line to be slightly upright
, so it looked pretty naturally... People who got surgery at that hospital I saw articles saying that
the director
did it on his own to make it pretty .. as natural as possible on my nose.. pretty..
After the surgery, the swelling went down about a month and my nose axis
turned to the left side of my face.. It seems that the correction of the crookedness was not done well,
as seen in the video and photos. In reality, it was obvious to anyone who saw it..
A week after the surgery? After they took the nasal mucus, I started having green nasal discharge and a smell,
and it got worse and my face started to hurt..
They said it was sinusitis.. I went to the doctor and got prescribed medicine and took it, and a little over a month
later I had a non-incision revision surgery to correct my nasal septum..
It was so painful and hard, but.. what can I do..
I was so upset that I cried, but.. what can I do..
Even after that, the sinusitis didn't get better, so I took medicine for over 2 months..
and there was no improvement, so I'm having sinusitis surgery next month..
It's my first time with sinusitis... it's so painful and hard...
city. Even after taking medicine at three military hospitals and getting surgery,
it didn't get better and they all talked about surgery.
After the second surgery, my nose got a lot lower and about the sunken part of the bridge of my nose..
the director talked about filling it with silicone or ear cartilage,
but I've never thought about silicone.. Not only the bridge of my nose, but also the tip of my nose...
My high nose got a lot smaller and lower and
I can see the skin next to my nose sagging when I look in the mirror..
What should I do.. What's sadder than resentment is that.. they said it would all
be over in a week.. I had pretty dreams and quit breastfeeding for a few days...
My baby, who I wanted to take a 100-day picture of looking pretty,
has sinusitis and I haven't been able to breastfeed for two months.
This beautiful time is passing by without us even taking a family photo..
It's so heartbreaking..
When I see my eldest child's face that resembles my nose before the surgery,
my heart aches even more.. It breaks my heart
that I can't protect my mother's appearance
.. Right now, I have to have sinusitis surgery anyway, so it hurts, but
I've stopped taking the medication and am breastfeeding again, which is decreasing..
Will it be possible to become like that if I just redo the tip of my nose?
Even if it doesn't make me prettier, I want to go back to how it was before..
There must be more people who are doing well with silicone injections without any problems
. I really hope that when spring comes, I can have another surgery and have more days smiling with my pretty babies
..
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