I decided to get nose surgery because I wanted to change my image.
She went to many counseling centers over the years and
was told in more than half of them that it was not necessary.
Even at the hospital where I had the surgery,
he is the type of person who does aggressive surgery, but
I have a face that would benefit a lot even if I just put filler in without silicone. And he recommended it.
However, I didn't want to use filler because it has the side effect of spreading out the tip of the nose over time.
It would be better to use silicone because it can be removed if a problem arises.
I made the decision to have surgery using silicone.
The surgery that was done like that.
The first two months were really beautiful. Because of the originally low bridge and blunt tip of the nose,
the bridge of the nose was raised with silicone and the tip of the nose, which had become thinner thanks to the ear cartilage,
looked sophisticated and I thought that the surgery was really good.
Wherever I go, I hear people say I'm pretty. A nose can change a person like this.
I think this is why everyone gets plastic surgery.
But after that, I felt a pulling sensation every now and then, and when I felt that feeling, it started to swell little by little.
It was so crazy.
I was worried that this might be chronic inflammation or something, so I couldn't do anything.
If it continues to be bad, I will immediately decide to have surgery to remove it.
It's okay, because Buddha does it. I don't play with people,
I can't make decisions, and I'm so depressed.
Then, the number of days when the tip of the nose was swollen increased, and
after about five or six months,
the swelling started to double, starting from the eyebrow area and the entire bridge of the nose.
Just like a lion.
There were days when there was no swelling and it was like the beginning of surgery.
How much is it swollen today?
How big will it be when you wake up? My nose was so tight that
I had to look in the mirror all day, and my mind was really exhausted.
It was a surgery that was intended to look urbane, but
as time went by, problems such as foreign body reaction and scarring
made me feel hopeless about my nose, which, unlike in the beginning, had grown much larger than before the surgery.
So I had surgery to remove it.
I knew that rhinoplasty was one of the most common revision surgeries among plastic surgery, and
although I decided to have it for the first time because I thought I could handle the risks,
going through the process myself was more difficult than I expected.
I couldn't concentrate on work, I couldn't do anything,
money was running out, and
not only I but the people around me had to suffer due to the extremely stressful situation.
And I realized that plastic surgery is never the end.
The word ‘pretty’. It's really addicting.
What should I do to become perfect?
It was difficult to get out of that accident.
Since surgery, I have constantly let others determine my worth.
Before, I wasn't very interested in beauty, and my confident appearance was always my charm, but I
became obsessed with my appearance, which was just skin.
The surgery I did to get rid of my complex only strengthened it.
I will post a review of the removal surgery later, when it has stabilized.