Today is the 18th day since surgery.
Although I'm not proud of it, I've always heard that she's pretty.
I had nose surgery because I wanted to look prettier just a little bit, but
I was depressed from the day of the surgery. It looked crooked.
I think it was because of the swelling, but I was depressed anyway.
And today is the 18th day--
Is the swelling almost gone by this point??
Is it still far away??
The eyebrows are weird and the left and right noses are also different.
The biju is also diagonal.
Anyway...
the most important thing is that I don't even want to look in the mirror.
Even to me, it looks ugly.
Well, the important thing is..
I started to have social phobia for 10 days after my nose surgery, but
I inevitably met some people, and
5 out of 6 people I met said that they looked ugly..
I didn't say it out loud, but I was better before... I say it like this.
It looks crooked... it looks painful. It looks like a nine-tailed fox...
Anyway,
the remaining one wasn't just prettier, it was unremarkable.
Haven't I become prettier? I asked.
No one answered that question.
As the eyebrows rise, my eyes look sunken in.
I've been hearing people say
I look really sick. Of all my faces, my eyes are usually the prettiest.
Those eyes are no longer attractive anymore.
The face changed strangely...
The front view became completely strange.
At least the side view at a 45 degree angle is prettier.
But I want to look pretty from the front, so
I don't find the side view very attractive.
The front view is strange, but there's no need to look at the side view...
Are other people like this in the beginning??
Or should I just leave it out??
I wonder if 2.5mm makes much of a difference.
All I can do is sigh and can't sleep.
I have nightmares every day. ㅠㅠ
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I also have questions
1. The bridge of my nose It has turned dark. Is this inflammation??
It's been 2.18 days, and my nose still hurts a lot.
My nostrils also hurt, and I can still
feel my nose moving when I turn my head.
3. After nose surgery, I can't breathe because my nose is stuffy.
How long has it been like this??
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