I posted this yesterday, and
I'm posting again today after going to the hospital.
I woke up early this morning
after seeing my mom upset yesterday.
The hospital opens at 9:30,
but I arrived 30 minutes early.
After waiting for about an hour, I saw the doctor.
I told him that I wanted my nose to return to its original shape.
The doctor was very good and nice
,
so I told her that I had a pretty nose shape, but there was so much opposition at home that I needed to have the implants removed as soon as possible so that she wouldn't be offended.
He was a little embarrassed by what I said.
It hasn't even been a month yet. Why are you trying to get it out?
If you compare it to a frog, it's like a tadpole that has just emerged with two legs
. It's natural that my parents think it looks strange.
Even the teacher said that the way I look now is strange, that it is inevitable and normal for now,
but yesterday, when I talked to my mom,
I said that I really wanted to restore it to its original
state because the thought that this was not right was so firmly established. .
By the way, I knew
that even if reoperation takes 6 months,
it is possible to remove the implant right away?!
When I read the post on Sungyesa,
it said that people like me who have implants can be removed right away , so I
skipped breakfast and went really early
thinking I would do it today .
But, the doctor said,
if the inside of my nose is red and unhealed like it is now, I will get it done once. If you tear it further and remove it, not only will it not heal properly, but the doctor told me what the phenomenon was, but I forgot. ㅠ Anyway, I remember it was something like the tip of my nose coming down. ㅠ Anyway, he said that if I do it now, it will be 100% strange. .If that happens, the teacher will also be held responsible. Wait 3 months at the earliest. They said it would be safe only after about 6 months, and that I would be able to restore it to its original state at that time.
Phew,,,,,, my heart skipped a beat when I heard the unexpected answer.
How am I going to tell my mom when I go home today?
When I came out in the morning to say I was going to the hospital, my mom thought I was leaving today. Her father didn't know yet, so he told her to pretend she had a cold for the time being and to wear a mask at home. I just felt sorry to my mom while listening to the doctor.ㅠ
I threw away the money I earned from my hard-working part-time job, which was not even a penny or two, but I
threw away my nose, and now I say I miss my original nose. Now, if I only want it, my old nose It seemed so immature that I was just hoping for Mo Yang to return,,
at the most, 3 months. How can I endure it for at least 6 months?
I'm at a loss. Actually,
I'm just rationalizing it right now. No matter how much I blame someone for what I did, nothing will change.
Until summer vacation, I
plan to prepare for the TOEIC test, study hard for school exams, and exercise.
I tried to buy it, but I thought I would look too bad to be discouraged, so I didn't think it would work, but
I think it turned out well. I think I was dealt a harsh blow. Myself...
before the surgery, I cared about my appearance, just dressed up and went out to play.
Studying is on the back burner, my life is on the back burner,
I think this is my chance...
I just need to prepare for a job. I don't care about external appearance, I just want to cultivate and enhance my inner self.
After doing something and being harshly punished, I guess I've grown a little more mature.
I'm calm, it's just,,
phew,, I was going to look pretty this spring and show up in front of my friends, but I wonder
why it's so complicated,,,,
and I'm upset. , I thought it went well,,
oh,,!!
When I asked the doctor how the thing tied to the tip of my nose could return to its original shape, he
said that if I inject it into the same area, it would make it round like the old Zeko.
I thought it was tied, so I thought I could just untie it. But
, I was a little skeptical about whether they should inflate the tip of the nose with an injection to make it round.
It seems like I have to keep getting it, like Botox, and I just did that,
so you can trust what the doctor says, right?!
I walk around the house wearing glasses that are half as big as my face. They say I
look like a nerd.
When I came home today, my dad opened the door and when
he saw my face on the intercom, he asked,
“Who are you?”
'omg,,,,-,.-;;;'
He didn't recognize my daughter's face. Of course it's because
I'm wearing regular glasses that cover half of my face. Phew
.
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