Today, I saw my nose for the first time
in 5 days after surgery.
The doctor was so aggressive that I started tearing up..
I looked in the mirror
with high expectations ..
What a monster your face is..
Many people
said that when it was swollen, it had the face of the Beast from Beauty and the Beast, so
I looked at it that much. I thought it was ugly...
but now I see that it looks exactly like a beast's facial features . Only
the eyebrows and nose are protruding . I decided
to get plastic surgery to make
myself prettier . It sounds stupid, but
what if I stop
like this? This is my first time having surgery like this...
Even though I told myself to hold back and not look in the mirror,
my face was perfect. I feel like a fool...
I'm so heartbroken and upset . It's been
5 days now...
My boyfriend is on vacation for 2 weeks, so
how can I face something like this on my face... ㅠ.ㅠ I'm going crazy. Is it the swelling?
I wonder
if the nose surgery was wrong. I'll post pictures
when things calm down a bit. ~~ Sigh =3