I had the first surgery, but I didn't feel like I got better. I felt a lot of regret, so I just had the surgery again. I don't think surgery is easy, and not everyone knows that I had the surgery, and I wasn't satisfied, so I had the surgery again. I had the surgery using my own ribs, and the pain after the surgery was just a little uncomfortable
. There was nothing else. I don't understand why it hurts when I sleep on my own. It didn't hurt that much. I feel like I can't say anything I want to say when I'm in front of the director for no reason. Why is that?
Maybe it’s my personality? On the day of the surgery, the director asked me if I wanted anything, but I just went into the operating room without saying anything haha. Still, the director took care of it and performed the surgery well. I was sad because it didn't seem to be the day when the splint was removed at first. But he said he would wait until the swelling went down... so he said
. I just waited, but I could see that the tip of my nose was slightly raised. As time went by, it became the straight shape I had imagined. The only thing that was disappointing was that I should have made it a little more fancy. I want to.
At first, I refused to dramatize it because I thought it would be too flashy and look like a witch's nose, but after having surgery again, maybe because I'm used to my nose now, I wish it had been a bit more flashy.... Just like me, I groaned inside! Why don't people who have the type of personality think of plastic surgery as something they will do for the rest of their lives and say whatever they want?
Would it have been okay to make it more flashy?
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