I had rhinoplasty and had it completely removed early and cartilage repositioned just 2 weeks later. My nose never returned to its original state.. When compared to my previous nose and even when I just looked at it, it looked like a monster. I really, truly want to commit suicide. Really... How can I die? I'm going crazy. I want to die. I want to die. Don't get rhinoplasty. I absolutely want to die. I cried so much that I can't even cry anymore. I want to give up on life.